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I've made to many mistakes....
And I can't fix any of them.
Plus Account [Gift] Created on 2004-01-31 19:16:28 (#2071345), last updated 2011-08-18
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| Name: | tainted_heart16 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 04-14 |
| Location: | Palmetto, Florida, United States |
You seem to think you know me... But you don't know the things i hide inside. The pain the love the hurt the romance. You know nothing of my true self you only see what i allow you to see. You'll never know my true self... I want to hide it all away from you.
Right... So im Diana.. I love my best friend Alyssa...shes the best. and i have other great friends that i love..and would die for. and than i have my physco dog..but hes cute so hes okay. but ya im done.
Sometimes I wonder what could have been? If you ever ment those things you said... You've lied to me. and you have killed everything I every thought I could do. You've made me feel like nothing... When in reality I was everything. Does it make you feel better to make yourself stronger? I was weak and naive, but not anymore. I've learned from past mistakes that nothing you've ever said ment anything. You've said things just to get what you've need. Than you bad mouth me and when I find out you say it was out of anger, well this is my anger... I will not take anymore abuse from you, physical or mental. I am no longer your puppet. I will never be your puppet again, i've tried to make you happy, i've done everything in my power to make you happy but it does not matter because you're no longer able to be there for me... you're gone but here. If you would have taken my advice you might have been okay and I might still be taken the abuse but no one listens to me...so I'm gone and done and I have one more thing to let you know...
You've fucked me over 3 others times, this is the last time I take anymore abuse. I'm done.
R.I.P. Bon Scott Aldridge...
11.27.84- 12.20.04
I will miss you greatly... you have no idea how much i have cried over this. I wish i could see you one more time just to tell you how much i love you....
Right... So im Diana.. I love my best friend Alyssa...shes the best. and i have other great friends that i love..and would die for. and than i have my physco dog..but hes cute so hes okay. but ya im done.
Sometimes I wonder what could have been? If you ever ment those things you said... You've lied to me. and you have killed everything I every thought I could do. You've made me feel like nothing... When in reality I was everything. Does it make you feel better to make yourself stronger? I was weak and naive, but not anymore. I've learned from past mistakes that nothing you've ever said ment anything. You've said things just to get what you've need. Than you bad mouth me and when I find out you say it was out of anger, well this is my anger... I will not take anymore abuse from you, physical or mental. I am no longer your puppet. I will never be your puppet again, i've tried to make you happy, i've done everything in my power to make you happy but it does not matter because you're no longer able to be there for me... you're gone but here. If you would have taken my advice you might have been okay and I might still be taken the abuse but no one listens to me...so I'm gone and done and I have one more thing to let you know...
You've fucked me over 3 others times, this is the last time I take anymore abuse. I'm done.
R.I.P. Bon Scott Aldridge...
11.27.84- 12.20.04
I will miss you greatly... you have no idea how much i have cried over this. I wish i could see you one more time just to tell you how much i love you....
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any thing kinky., being alone, being on the beach, being together, bitting, blood, boys, computers, concerts, girls, hard rock, hurt, hurting people, love, pain, poetry, razors
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Coral Glades High School - Coral Springs, FL
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